Journaling: Deciding to keep the kids at their school means that a new house is not in the cards for right now. So, I’m going to take some deep breaths and find a way to make this house more of a home. I need to feel better about living here and learn to love what I have. So, this is a start. A cozy entrance, a homey feeling when I drive up. I can do this. This is our home. 08.